HB!

Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you! Like I said I am not saying it to you, but actually it wasn’t my plan. I wish all well for you. 

It’s gray outside and my mind is empty and heavy. I feel nothing but emptiness. Here I am again waiting for something to catch me, or actually there is something that catches me, guiltiness. 

Today I am just reading to my book and sitting on the sofa. Right now words feel to easy write, but in real I want to just run! 

I have no idea what to do next. Actually I want to scream, but que va.. I stop this unmean writing and back to shadows.

See u later!