Bad mood

Am I still thinking about old things? This is something very deep in me. Why did I ever let it happen? WHY? I only need some picture or a memory and it will drive me crazy! No good without something bad.. Only this bad one thing will screw all good memories. Okey seriously screw you world!

Well istn't it weird that actually I have handled all thing and I am deal with it, but then its like one wrong word and you just will lose it! I really needed to write about that, because I couldn't sleep without writing. Now I am feeling little bit better, but I am still just dreaming I would change a thing. I wanna to, but I know it is impossible! Why can't you just take things back, if you want? Could change the past? I just wish...

I should go to sleep now and not to think about this shit. It will be early wake up at the morning.

Very good night to all of you!:)